My True Aim-- At Times (Haiku)

Suddenly I see
Not to do rather than do
Is now my desire

A list stares at me
And I decide not to do
Later regretting

Yet they seem banal
These daily activities
That give me no peace

It's a rebellion
In a way that's what it is
I just don't want to

Not very urgent
But still very important
Aim can be put off

Enthusiasm
For what I should be doing
Is what is lacking

Rekindling the fire
Merely takes a thought or two
Then back to my Aim

The repsite was short
The evasion incomplete
Now it's back to work

Not celebrating
But confidently happy
Progress being made

Distraction dispelled
Work on Aim going forward
Satisfied, for now